Fly by

Things are pretty hectic lately. and what I mean by that is, things are flying by, rather quickly.

"Proposal" needing to be finished. *proposal eh? haha*

Immigration needing to be processed.

LK 1 knocking on our door.
Finals here and there.
Allah o___o

well, emotionally, things are finally starting to stabilize here. at least to my knowledge.
physically, I haven't felt this tired in ages.
mentally? BLEARGH D:

just you wait

Thankfully things are almost finished.
God. just that last stretch.
One final sprint.
Done.



Can't wait till I get to live normally
Again :D

Sincerest expressions
The Lame Novelist

View point

So many shades.
So many right answers to the same question.
So many 'truths' and 'lies'

It all winds up to opinion and view point.
Who am I to say my version of the story is the truth?
Who am I to say yours is?
Even in history, it is merely shaped by the victors
To glorify themselves as the winners, the righteous.

So I shall not stand by and see myself stoop to a level as low as that.

I shall not rectify my story any more than need be.

Let them say what they want.

My life could never be happier.
I have friends which I know I can trust.
Thankfully Allah has given me enough to get by.
A gift from master to slave. Alhamdullillah.
And if by chance this gift of mine is taken back?
Then so be it. It was never mine to begin with.
Inna Lillahi Wa Inna Ilaihi Raji'un

The Words of Man

Truth and Lies.
Really the only difference is perspective.

You could idolize Adolf Hitler
You could despise him to your guts.
Either which way you view it, your belief shapes the truth.

You might perhaps believe him to be a hero in shaping the world as he may see fit.
Others? See him a monster. An abomination. Inhuman.

What I intend to bring up here is the fact that there is a plethora of shades.
Partial truths and lies that shape up the bigger picture.
I guess no one will ever end up with the WHOLE truth.
The victor shapes history as he sees fit.
As an example, those with influence can spread a lie that spreads across like wildfire.
and that is why my friends, we should never speak of something unless it is of something good. if nothing else, just pipe down and read a book.
Keep the negative information to yourself, it just might end up hurting people around you.

P.S.
I realize it has been ages since I have updated my blog and I must apologize to the VERY FEW constant viewers that I seem to have. Gonna be back to blogging very soon.

Change. It isn't that hard.

I don't want this.
I made mistakes.
I am human.
I am only wanting,
a second chance

I am a new man here
A new soul
A fresh slate

A blank canvas

A malleable metal

What more.

Can't you judge me for yourself?
What  silliness,
Can't you see beyond the veil?

Truth be told
I have told lies
But
Is it truthfully told
That my lies were lies?

I will let you all see that I have changed. 

That I have severed the ties with my past.
That I have risen beyond the likes of scum.
That I have seen the error of my ways
That maybe one day I can say one of the hardest words

Sorry.
Sorry for all the things I have done
Sorry for all the hearts I kept
Sorry for all the lies I told
Sorry for who I was
Sorry Ya-Allah
Sorry.

A shoutout

A dedication

A point to change

A promise to myself

Amir Farid Aminuddin

A.F. Aminuddin

-The Lame Novelist

Patience, Child.

THE EXAMS ARE COMING OMGOMGOMG
I HAVENT STUDIED
I HAVENT DONE MY WORK
I NEED TO BLABLABLA

وَاصْبِرُوا ۚ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَ الصَّابِرِينَ

And be patient. Surely, Allah is with those who are patient. (8:46)

Take a chill pill bros (and sisters). Allah is always there for us.

do your work slowly but surely.

learn as it comes to you

work towards your goals.

need not fear what comes soon after

Surely enough we will hesitate and panic.

In fact we end up so nervous we end up lost.

I myself am no different,

but at times like this it is good to be reminded :)

Just a poke at myself before I resume my studies ~.~
*finals on monday ngeeeee*
ciao and to my batch here in Indonesia

lets hope we all get through simple and clean :D