You Dolt :C

I seem to get in trouble during the most 'appropriate' of times.

fever during reports
messed up what I said with people
heck even my lappy-toppy is emotional at me D;
and my phone blanked out after syncing.
ahuehue

thank you god. for making me a patient man
sometimes god tests us in different ways.
and my prayer to be a patient man is answered with test after test. after test.

and at times. I am a bit too childish. and I sigh at the moments when it would've been much better if I were to just sit still and keep my big mouth shut.
being that lone wolf type of guy ain't so bad eh?
I should give it a shot.

rantings of a lame novelist.

Nothing wrong, right?

Secluded
Recluse
Lonely
Solitary
Antisocial
Withdrawn

What is wrong about that?

Anyway, it has been a while since my last blog post, but now I am back
been discovering myself slowly.
and how I interact with people
I seem to depict myself as all of the above.
*technically speaking they all have the same outcome*

But why would I say that? I seem to mix well with others... No?

I only open myself up to certain people
I may seem happy, yet the truth is.
I smile a sad smile.
I laugh a false laugh.
I act based on fabricated actions.

A forgery of a man. Based on laws and codes taken and amended by myself.

Know that I am absolutely fine.
I have friends I can trust.
People I can depend on at the very least.

And now I am about to face the new semester.
new challenges.
new possibilities.
new mistakes.
new outlook on life.

Here is to hoping that everything will move smoothly, InsyaAllah
In his plans I am who I am.
Be it pain or sorrow. He knows what is best for me.